From the recording LOST ROOTS 2007
More like spiritually lost. I didn't know where I was going with my life. Kept making beats, kept bumming money, kept smoking weed and doing drugs. Kept clubbing and going to house parties. Kept losing friendships as in the trust of them. I failed on paying my people bills. Couldn't keep a job (for other legal issues). I was barely alive mentally and physically towards the end of 2007.