Called sitting straight for who knows why? I wasn't sitting straight or living right at the time. I believe I was having a hard time in life. Couldn't afford rent, living off of school grants, kept pawning my beat machine and xbox. Didn't have a car anymore so I was walking all over town or riding the bus. I wasn't eating right either, BUT I could afford weed and alcohol and other. Long story but I had four people die that were very close to me, and all with in five days in a row, and I kinda lost my mind. This all lead to me moving out of state. FYI, I left all my music making stuff at the pawn shop, so essentially I would have no choice but to start all over somewhere new.